My Greatest Teacher: My Husband’s Battle With Depression
The tall, sturdy trees form a shield around me. I absentmindedly flip through wedding photos on my phone and pause on a photo of us, my curls covered in…
How Will I Heal From This?
Will I ever heal? Will the heaviness ever lift? How many times have I looked out over the ocean from these cliffs and prayed, “Please G‑d…”
‘I Work Here’
I walked in the clinic and grabbed a number. I sat down next to a woman. I asked her how she was doing like we had an appointment scheduled. She told me she is afraid that…
Feeling Held by G-d During My Quest for a Baby
As I sat in the Tzfat forest early in the morning, I asked myself, “Why? Why do I want a baby so badly? What is the force that is running me, bringing me to…
Why I Didn’t Come to Your Baby’s Brit
I’m sorry I didn’t come to your son’s brit (circumcision) last week. The reason I didn’t is simple. The thought of attending caused me so much…